Last week I did my interview on the Purple Pen Podcast. Proper preparation and planning prevents piss poor performance. I should have done more preparation and planning.
There are reasons for it, but they don't really matter. And I haven't heard it yet, so it is possible that there were some good thoughts peppered amongst the things that have been regrettably replaying in my head. But the thing is, it's happened. I can't change it. I did something that I've never done before. It was really uncomfortable for me, and I don't think I'll be able to listen to it (but who really does enjoy listening to their own voice being played back to them?). Despite all this I am glad that I said yes. Because next time I'll be better.